Harry styles imagine

(this is not mine i found it on tumblr and i find it so sad and i almost cried.thought it would be nice to share with you.)

#imagine 

You and Harry have a serious relasionship. He is leaving to go on tour next week and you are very sad about that. He and you try to spend as much time together as possible. He invited you to go on tour but you said you can’t. You lied about it. The truth is, you have brain cancer and you werent going to survive much longer. You didnt want to think about that and you didnt want to ruin Harry’s career. You took a lot of pics of you and him together before he left. He noticed something was wrong. He tried talking to you seeing if everything was okay but all you would say is, ‘fine’. you were helping him pack one day at his flat when you left to go to the bathroom. Your phone started to ring and Harry picked up, “Hello?” he spoke into the phone, “Yes this is (y/n)’s doctor. She needs a check up to see if the cancer in her brain is progressing, can you have her call me back as soon as possible?” Harry gulded and said, “Yes, bye” they hung up the phone. He was getting choked up. and started to cry. You walk into his bedroom to him crying. You walk up to him and start to rub his back, “Harry, babe, whats wrong?” He replied, ” Your doctor called and he told me that you have brain cancer! whay havent you told me this?! i thought we could trust each other!” You start to cry as well, “Harry im soo sorry! Please forgive me! i didnt want you to put your concert on hold for me! I want you to live your dream instead of me holding it up!” the room was silent. Harry looked over at you and looked you straight in the eyes and said, “(y/n) you are more important than any of my dreams, i love you too much to have my career come before you! I will cancel the tour so me and you can fight through this together and i would stop till then!” his words make you feel a whole lot better.

over the next few months you guys go to constant doctors visits. You had to go through kemo and you felt so bad about yourself. “Harry i understand if you want to be with someone who’s life isnt on the line and a girl that actully has hair.” harry looks at you like you are crazy and says, “You are the most beautiful girl in the world, it doesnt matter what is going on in your life, all that matters is that i will stick by you and help you go through it, and hair doesnt define a persons beauty, its who they are.” you look at him and blush. he kisses you softly.

You walk into the doctors office and he tells you the news, “You will have to get a brain surgery, and very few survive. im so sorry” you can see Harry crying in the chair. You said, “See i knew this would happen..!”
“what if she doesnt get the surgery?” Harry asked. ” She would die a very slow and painfull death from this. it slowly closes down system by system.”

“You get up off the doctors chair and run outta the room, into your car where you lay your head down on the sterring wheel. Harry runs after you and gets into the passenger side. he rubs his hand along you back and said, “Everything will be okay,love.” You look up and see the tear marks all along his face and he notices yours, “How can you say that?! Im gonna die anyways! There is no way i would survive no matter what!” He says once you finnish, ” So? At least we are together. I will marry you toady, lets go! I love you more than anything in the world so why would i give you up that easily?! I will never move on from you, i will never have another relasionship. You are all that matters…so what do say?” you smile and say, “Of course i will marry you! i will never forget you no matter what!” you lean in to kiss him then drive off to get married to him.

Months later He has to go to a quick signing down town where you are left home alone. You feel dizzy. You call Harry, it goes straight to voicemail and you leave a message, “Hey Babe its me. I feel really dizzy and i thought that if anything bad happened while i was gone than i want to just say goodbye and you are the worlds best boyfriend! dont let that go to waste! go find someone else out there to fill in that empty space, im always your no matter what! i love you to the moon and back! tell the rest of the boys i said goodbye! Never foreget me!” you hang up and start to cry. Your dizziness gets worse and worse, you fall on the floor coughing up blood and you close your eyes into a blinding fog.

Harry comes home with Louis to find you on the floor, dead. Harry falls on his knees crying and Louis tears up too. he is kissing you and screaming for you to come back. Louis calls and ambulance to take your body while Harry is turning on his phone which he forgot to do a while ago and see that there is a missed call from you and a voicemail.. he listens to it over and over again crying even harder the more he hears it. He thought to himself thinking, ‘At least she is mine forever and always’